:(

something happened ysterday.
it made me sad.
i thought i can always have my own way,
but since this happened, its just too bad.

okaaaay

mrepek poem.
haha.

but seriously la.
very very sad :(

sigh.

on the BRIGHTER side.
ehem
i managed to solve the Rubik's Cube in record time!
haha
1min 31sec
*woooo now everyoneeee*
HAHA

erm.
okay i guess i have to add in the fact that i can only solve one side.
HEHE.
dah, shuttup.
better than nothing riiight?.
*wriggles eyebrows*
im not clever like Suaidah.
she can solve all..eh, wait, im not sure if she can solve all sides either.
camelia pon.
haha.
"Alah, one side sape tak boleh seh!" she says.
haha.


ahhh, hold on,
but can you guys do this?


*wriggles eyebrows more vigourously*
haha
no kan kan kan?!
HAHA!
so dont talk big hor.

:D :D :D

sorry seems to be the hardest word

hey today was fun (:
and i had to paiseh myself many many times in front of them
-_-''
the pigeon, the small kid, the dog etc etc.
HAHA.

i hope you get your job :D

and i saw this cute thing PERFECT for a belated present
but its damn ex ahh.
but im sure she will like it.
:)

and im sorry sarah.

:(

SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

(from camelia's blog)

i must say
the bold ones are very accurate
the rest however, so-so, aje.
:D
haha

MALAYYYYSIA!

hey guyyyyys
okay i know its only FOUR days.
but i seriously miss you all!
i miss Escapes, I miss Singapore
I miss my bed.
i really felt homesick sia.
which is weird
because i never feel that way before :D

hmmm.
enjoyed the four days
really.
started off the day with Kak Ajah heading to the toilet every 2 hours
HAHA.
making 'cake'
hhehehe.

so first day was pretty slow moooo.
i had my first lasagna in Pastamania
the cheese was SUMMERGED in ketchup soup.
no, really and literally swimming in ketchup
haha.
first time.
:D

and ive been malaysia many many times
(duh!)
but okay, dont laugh eh.

ehem, i had my first taxi ride in malaysia on 23 November
haha
okay i know no biggie.
seriously.
i didnt know they ran their taxi
via package cost
as in
one trip straight away RM10
there was this one who asked for RM20 sia!
wtfff

we stayed at Dorsett
best giler
had alot of food
at night had Fish and Chips which cost Rm26!
teeheeee!
haha
sedap giler!
:D

*cute bellboy. hehe*

then breakfast the next morning
i ate 6 pancakes and 6 hotdogs
(at the fifth hotdog i was already struggling to chew..)
haha.

the next breakfast,
ate 6 waffles and 4 hotdogs
OKAYYYY!
haha
seriously.

shopped until we dropped on the second day
:D
literally
i dropped and slept when the rest were eating their supper in the restaurant.
hehe
was really really tired.
okay maybe that was rude.
BUT I CANT HELP IT.

and fyi
our hotel was a 4star hotel surrounded by 5 stars
teeheee.

bought myself 3 slack tees, one bag (quite similar to sarah's :] ) one pair of slippers and loads of sweets
kekeke.

overall its really NOT bad.
but the chinese dramas they show on tv, the ones they shot in KL
is not as "extravagant" or "splendid" in real life.
:D
its worse than that.

*will upload KL photos soon*

and oh ya, the mats there are gegusting.
-____-''

and yesterday, me and kak ajah was checking out this family who had one mat and one minah
the mat was seriously NOT bad
and the minah was seriously BAD.
we seriously thought they were from singapore.
because the guy was wearing UrbanMale sandals mannn!
so I ASSUMED they were from singapore.
skali when they got into the car, the car plate number was
J** 8888
example only la
but they were actually JOHORIANS!
OMG.


okay random :D

count the number of SERIOUSLY in this post.
seriously got a lot.

img

dooolooo

my friends tell me this
my heart tells me that.

i keep telling myself this
but doing 'this' is easier said than done

okayyy mrepek.

btw
dad told me that his friend might have a job for me
as an admin thingy.
HAHA.
but the job is available only in mid december
and that job isnt even confirmed
so yeah

brother said something about getting scolded to the core
if i were to work as that
as in
if i were to make a mistake
i would get ratted, scolded, downtrodden on
haha
exaggerating again people (:

so,
thinking twice now.

okay updating blog at 2.16am
hhaa
really cant sleep
am going to malaysia tmrw already people
am going to miss Escapes
(:

*am nervous*

BHG

hey hey heyyyyy!
just got back from 'hanging out' with Sarah
:)
sarah bought herself The Twilight book.
which she claims "I WILL READ IF I BUY IT!"
HAHA
it is pretty ex lah
but ohwell.
and she went around BHG and ISETAN
when she saw something she liked, (and something that was EXPENSIVE)
she would go "NURUL, seriously eh, kalau orang beli kan aku bende ni..."
HAHA.
it was not ONCE.
-___-''


and sorry erma.
i hope you understand.
(:

'terserempak' with 'Gerrard' just noww....
hehe.

TPrawks

IZ ROCKSTAR, ME, SAIFUL "GERRARD"
GROUP 3 oii! (:

ZARAAAA (:
SHAHIIRAAAA
will upload more pics
sorry for the lousy quality.

TP RAWKS!!
two word to sum it up.
ehem

AWWWWEEEE SOOOME!!
:D
hahaha
seriously
made a lot of friends who are not stereotype, shallow..
they are all friendly.

so starting with first day
hmm
went with erma.
very very weird
i think it was obvious we were not able to blend into the poly society
because these two people came up to us and asked
"Are you guys here for the TPrawks?"
haha
paisehhh!
haha
baru nk step masok into a poly
heh heh heh.
so anyway
after signing up, went in to the TCC
cheyy
chim words
its a freaking big auditorium
made friends with Sasha and Suzannah
from Tanjong Katong
then we got Icebreaking games
best giler!
haha
the kind of games i never knew existed.
best ahhh.

first day was Engineering School.
OMG
the lecture was effing borinngggg
omg
cannot carry sia.
i swear i was half falling asleep if it wasnt for LINJIA!
argh!
keep disturbing you know
erma also
keep poking my ribs
-_-''
but when it came to the hands on part,
it was FUN
i get my first hands on experience with a SOLDERING IRON
*ooooooh!!!*

Second Day
Erma couldnt come on the second day!
it was frustrating seh
like we signed up together
then at last
i have to go
ALONE
i HAVE to go
because the second day is the day when we are touring the Design School.
-___-''
so i had to go lor.
alone
but my brother and i went to TP together.
so yeah
and let me tell you sth
I.DONT.REGRET.IT.

because on the second day was damn shiok laaaa
hehe.
many newcomers
many HOT newcomers
ahaha

we started off the day with touring the Design School
very interesting
turns out the course that i want to take
the cut off point is 12!!
ARHH!
i dont think i can get THAT low seh.
:(
so anyhoo
the works are amazing
they had this gallery where they showcase all the good works by students
awe-to-the-soooome!
very nice

after that was outdoor games
haha
this one fun
can take opportunity to MOLEST guys and they dont even care!
haha
(actually i dont think they even knoooow)
haha
:D
no lahhH!
haha

the game was to fold this mat/cloth all of our group members was standing on WHILE we are standing on... hehe.
so obviously you HAVE to hold on.
to what?
to anything basically.
and that was what i did!
hahaha
i held on to Saiful mcm no tomorrow
haha
okay that was exaggerating
haha..

then we had the dragon boating
two words.
FUN!!!
haha.
okay seriously i cant really think of any other words to sum up the event
FUN, AWESOME, BEST, hmmm
i think thats about it
thats within the ambit of my vocabulary
haha

THIRD DAY
third day was the saddest part
i cant bear to say goodbye
i made some really2 good friends here seh
ehem
i would like to take the opportunity to describe the friends i made :D
we had to fill up cards with our names on it
and then describe what we think of that person.
best seh.
many people said I was CUTE :D
cheyyyy! haha
JAM AND HOP WAS FUN!
they can actually jump and hop nonstop for 2 hours straight!
haha.
people like SAIFUL.
haiyoo
hop and hop
org da penat masih boleh hop
-_-''
erma and me tired already
erma went home early
AGAIN
haha


1) NURUL A. & AUDI
NURUL-This girl laughs very cutely.
haha okay is there such a word?
whatver it is, im sure you guys understand the meaning.
she came with Audi
and she was the one responsible for the idea for Charades
so yea.
AUDI- this guy cocky seh
likes to disturb our PL
haha
"come take photo! hurry hurry!"
then got no cameraman
haha

2) ZARA
Man, i keep paiseh-ing myself in front of her, kept asking her people i know. but i didnt get my names right!
hahaha
so she is all like.. "huh? Have ah that person?" haha :D
she came with Syafie (bf) winkwink.
haha

3)SYAFIE
VERY funny guy
seriously.
"PUT YOUR HEAD IN THE GAME!"
padahal its "GET IN YOUR HEAD IN THE GAME!"
hahahha.

4) NAT
this girl so in her own world i tell you.
seriously
thats all i can say
and she's a dancer.
wooo!haha

5) AISHA & SHARIFAH
AISHA, two words
she's a babe!
haha
she wanted to take the same course as i did!
haha
at least, i think it was her..
hmm
haha
SHARIFAH,
haha
like i said sorry i had to ruin your mass dance,
:(
for hitting my head
hahah
malu siakk!
:D
lain kali kalau nampak at the bus stop tegur tauuu!
:D

6) SASHA & SUZANNAH
alamak
these two traitors sia
last day of TPrawks went for REd camp
hahaha
but they are damn sociable and sasha actually sang for the Queen of Brunei once
wooo!gahaha

7) ZUL & ASYRAF
hmm
dont talk much to Zul
i only asked him if he can see the screen from where he was sitting
hahah!
then that ASYRAF!
argh
like i want to cekik2 his neck
haha
I AM NOT AFRAID OF RABBITS
haha
you may not be afraid of the rabbit
but the rabbit was sure as hell afraid of YOU.
haha
it was kicking you away
he no likey
haha..

8) SHAHIIRA & IFAH
AWWH! you two rock my socks! haha
they always laugh with me sehh! haha.
imyg!

9) HANZALAH
god, your name mcm some Greek God. HANZALAH! haha.
btw sorry eh about what i wrote about you
still cannot forget about your reaction.
haha.

10) IZ
erm.. IZ ROCKSTAR KER PEEEE! haha
:D

11) SAIFUL
my friend-who-laughs-at-my-bluetooth-name. haha
we all have to be unique in some way.. RIGHT?!
and someone who wants to take..
AEROMATHICAL... blah blah.
so complicated.
haha.

12) NASH
NASH! thanks for going home (actually just to the bus stop in front of TP) with me when erma didnt come.
i know i needed to get my head knocked again when i kept saying i saw lions in the grass. HAHA
*inside joke*

pretty much thats about it
and i would like to say thank you to all the PL there
really really had a great time
Branda, get well soon, aight?
Lin Jia, STOP disturbing me!
DUKE! haha. erm. rock on? haha.

now i can finally understand how my brother feels about all these camps.
:D

okay so today (again) 5/8 of the escapes turned up for the swimming at jurong.
BEST GILER.
okay la.
would be nicer if suaidah had the initiative to actually bring extra clothes
even if she could not find her swimming suit
tsk tsk tsk.
teenagers these days.

sigh
so anyway
laughed a lot.
especially when i came down the slide.
sarah was laughing her head off.
c'mon.
the journey was friggin' fast la.
i didnt have time to even open my eyes
so fast sia!
haha.
one moment i was at the top.
the next i was in the pool
''legs in the air''
when i splashed into the water
(as claimed by sarah.)

suaidah didnt even stepped into the water.
she was keeping guard of our bags
:(

erma didnt try the slide.
pussy!!

haha.

after that ate KFC.
where alot ALOT i mean ALOT of toppling happened.
heh heh.
when all my tissues fell on the floor.
and then followed by my spoon.
and after that crumbs of chicken and bread on my jeans.

then suaidah had her pepsi spill on her jeans.
it looked as if she peed in her pants!!
but we're okay with it. hehe
its not her first time.
dah biase. hehe.
alwaaaaays happens.
if you know what i mean.

but no one could defeat erma the mouthpoker!!
haha.
when she stood up, there were pieces of chicken chunks
on her seats.
you know what it looked like?
like pieces of shit.
haha.
like my pet chinchilla shit.
haha.

:D

am uber uber excited for the next two weeks
of mondays, tuesdays and wednesdays
weee~
hehe
this week im having the TPrawks
(my dad allowed since its not a camp -_-'')
for three days
:D :D :D

then the next week im going to KL!!
im very sure Kak Ajah is excited.
because she gets to celebrate her boring holidays
with her favourite cousin
ME.
who else, ya?
:D
oh ya
heard something from my brother.
its just how irrational people can be
no offence
we were talking about the people in malaysia.
conmen seh
the taximen.
hah.
oh ya
the people in Petaling Street.
if you guys already asked the salesman there
to take out your size or the samples
BUY
like it or not
MUST BUY
if not, conpem gaduh.

chey
:D mcm paham.
haha

so ya
enjoy your holidays everyone
:D



who do think will win?
Fall Out Boys or Mcfly???
actually i myself dont know.
it wasnt clear if FOB actually cheated ke tak.
HARRY'S HOT SIAK!
urgh.
hehe.

im sorry

hey just tried logging on msn with my psp.
uncool.
so uncool.
you type like you are smsing.
really really.

and sigh
sorry guys i cant come tomorrow
sorry escapes
and sorry P10
im sure you will enjoy yourselves nonetheless
:D

and looks like i got some explaining to do to that someone.
sigh.
im sorry yea.
i really am.

so on the brigher side.
i got my jeans!!!!
hehe
and my oreo o bag!!
wee~
and i got a cap that needs fixing!
damn
im so angry seh
i was so caught up with the cap i didnt even check the condition of the cap!!
haha
the cap had some strings loosed
literally.

that stupid mama
"You try, you take your size then you dont want. You waste my time!"
fuck ah
thats how you run the business?
guys
please avoid going to the Mama shop near to the stairs
the one selling skinny jeans with father and son tending the shop
really really
kurang ajar siol.
fuck la.
eeesh!


damn
haha
i feel so stupid.

haha

and tmrw i shall be shopping sommore with someone.
:D
haha
no lah
my cousin aje
gonna get that hoodie baybehhh!
haha
$20 pon jadi lahhh

and gonna get haniz's present as well :D

safe trip

just found out,
abital is going overseas to Australia!!
haha
this week itself seh!
so coooll!
have a safe trip aight, abital.
enjoy yourself!
:D

i have to wait until next next week
and its only to KL
but oh so cant wait!
:D

the best part
aint going there with parents
heh heh heh

weee~

so anyway
am a little disappointed
mom comes home and starts asking me to bath and change clothes and all that.
i was like, okay, what is wrong with her?

then i told her that im going to the TPrawks thinggy next week
and she started saying stuff like "What for you want to go? You dont even know if you qualify for polytechnic...etc etc." then she asked me not to pandai2
-____-''


so just now met up with 5/8 of the escapes
haniz went 'studying'
erma's mom didnt 'allow' her
nadiah 'overslept'

see, full of excuses ah this people.
tsk tsk tsk.

decided on one thing:
this friday
Jurong Water Themepark.
Muahahah!

i do hope my parents allow
sheesh
after olvels still act as if got exams.
tsk

and most prolly i wont be going to the P10 chalet.
:(
MOST PROLLY ah
so many times go out this week.
i dont think my parents will be happy with that
-_-''

sigh.






btw went to msia last saturday
to eat at Hyatts Hotel.
or was it Hyatt?
dont know la.
its at JB and it costs RM50 per person.

btw
am packed this november
lets see

this week
i got the P10 chalet, the swimming trip at Jurong, and Haniz's chalet.

then next week on monday
(if my mom allows -__-'')
i got the three days of TPrawks thinggy

that week's friday we have cycling @ East Coast Beach
:D
with escapes of course.

then the next next week,
I have holiday to KL.
:D

i dont know about decemeber YET.
i really do hope i can get a job
siiiiigh.

freeeee

awwwh
man this is so sad!
i tried researching for toys R us jobs.
and they said they are NO vancancies!
-_-
but then when i checked again.
it was USA
-___-''

haha
^^ HAHAHA.
INSIDE JOKE.

irritating sia.
anyway
yesterday me and my brother was randomly talking about boyfriends.
then i told my brother.
"I think i want to look for chinese boyfriends.."
then he was all..
"DOnt lahhh! If malay guys (like him) want to look for chinese girls, can.
But malay girls shouldnt look for a chinese boyfriends...!"
i was like.
WHAT?

of course he said some other things which are too disgusting to..
*shudders*
even type down!!

eeewww

eeee

aaaahhhh
hahha

okay enough
anyhoo
l;iterature today was EAASSYYY!
as in. NOT easy la
but ms anne has given way harder questions
and truth be told, she was the only teacher who asked us about our paper.
other teacher dah give pon!
haha
dah tak bother.
Die, die on our own.
hahaa.



looks like yesterday's 'consultation' paid off.
haha.
went to af's house ystrday to revise literature
and after that checked for guitar courses.
sigh
almost all are either closed for registration or opening soon
way TOO SOON!
hmph!
i havent even saved enough yet seh!
:(

one of the questions that came out
ms anne had given us before!
i was so happy seh
:D
it was in our prelims i think
wowa ms anne. jackpot!
hahah.

ONE MORE FREAAAAAKING PAPER left.
wooo!
the end's so near i could almost taste ittt.

yummy!
haha
mrepek siak

and erma.
if camelia writes anything about you in her blog
saying that I said it.
i swear i was drunk at that time.
:D

i got the mcfly cd already!
weee
thanks yeah Jamie.
i deserve it for free actually
*heheehehe*

bulbs?

woo this is my first post coming from my brother's laptop
sigh
imagine if my dad had chipped in the $300!!
i will be updating this blog using my own!
tsk

but i know paying back will be impossible
NIL
nadah.
seriously.
c'mon
now i think finding a job is hard.
especially after the olevels are done
imagine how many OTHER thousands of moronic olevel graduates are looking for a job too!

sheesh
what chance do I stand?
i mean
in addition.
im only starting to look for a job after november ends
so i have around 2 months +++ to work.
haiyoo


and malay just now
OMFFGGG
i screwed up big big time
this is my worse letter writing for malay ever
like EVAR.

i gave them the wrong content.
so i think i will get a fail for my paper 1
my composition is a repetition of what i have done in lesson time
you know,
guys
the compo where the teacher photocopied for example for the whole Sec 4 malay students

*beams*

hehe

okay so am going out tomorrow
wee
literature gathering at Afiqah’s house
asked Camelia and Haniz
both, like, tak bother to like, join kite..
stuck-up little punks.
HAHA
Jk jk
They are like, so busy with their stuffs
Heheeeee

CANT WAIT FOR HANIZ’S CHALET!!!
:D
and the Perfect Ten Chalet too!!
NEON!?
What the hell am I going to wear?
Haha
I was thinking bulbs.
Hmm…

Anyhoo
Shall be busy with stuff after olevels end
Cheyyy
With party and outings with escapes baybehh
next Friday is so on mannn!
Really ah
Cant wait
Its like, you know, something we have always been saying and saying
“lets go here! Lets go there!”
this is it!
Ive already listed down what im going to do after olevels end
:D
semangat shit kan.
tsk

got a brain teaser for you
if smoking's so fun, why do they blow the smoke out?
:D

WISELY

Okay
what the hell is it with blondes today?
came across with two blonde freaks.
HAHA.
both guys
yeap.
one had the delusion that he was from Final Fantasy
then on the way home, saw another one.
this one had the delusion that he looked good in that blonde hair.
-_-''

on the way home
i would like to say im sorry to that guy
haha
that cute chinese guy
so sorry i stepped on your shoe just before you crossed the road.
HAHA.
sorry yea.
paiseh sia.

just got home from hanging out at library.
maaannn
in just one day i spent $10 on food.
!!!

yes!
FUCK.
ahha.

so im left with..
$5
oh ya, just remembered.
used it for ezlink
so that leaves me around..
nothing?
haha.

spent on macd, oreo mcflurry AND AND!
Chicken Chunks
-__-''
which i regretted spending $3.20 on!
it was so0o0o0o
MEMUAKkan
and stuff-y
like, make you want to throw it all out!
bluergh.

3 more days of exams to gooooo!
haha
cant wait!
:D

and guys?
14 november is SO ON!
Jurong here we come! (:

oh yeah.
new addition to the blog

use it WISELY.
cheyyy..

and for you immature guys thinking im talking about the special one, or 'HIM', sorry to disappoint.

okay.
so am studying Social Studies now.


sigh.
i just wonder,
what is he so pissed about?
I gave suggestions.
i didnt say anything about him, MUST take the suggestions.
then he got pissed.
saying that "YOu think you give suggestions everyone must follow is it?!"
wtf?

spoil my mood sia.

then in the afternoon, what is he so sensitive about?
I merely said i would go home on my own.
and he got so freaking pissed.

mom said he already forgets about this morning
wtf sia.
whatever.

eeee.
she said i should be understanding.
that i should understand what he is going through
and all that.
i was like, what.the.FUCK.

sorry eh kakak ajah.
i know i kinda spoiled the day for you
it was supposed to be a happy outing.
:D

srry yeh
ate at 18 chefs.
not baaaaad.
saw this awesome-cute-gorgeous-handsome-goodlooking-adorable looking guy with his gf
-_____-''




oh yeah
the guitar's going great.
my dad still doesnt know anything about my having guitar
not the right time
yet.
especially what happened today..



step eh?
ahaha
still got a long way to go.
LONG LONG way
(: