dooolooo

my friends tell me this
my heart tells me that.

i keep telling myself this
but doing 'this' is easier said than done

okayyy mrepek.

btw
dad told me that his friend might have a job for me
as an admin thingy.
HAHA.
but the job is available only in mid december
and that job isnt even confirmed
so yeah

brother said something about getting scolded to the core
if i were to work as that
as in
if i were to make a mistake
i would get ratted, scolded, downtrodden on
haha
exaggerating again people (:

so,
thinking twice now.

okay updating blog at 2.16am
hhaa
really cant sleep
am going to malaysia tmrw already people
am going to miss Escapes
(:

*am nervous*