EH hurry hurry!
hahaha.




W45EEEEE!
hahaha

RED DAY (:

Tongue problem??

Why do i always order the wrong thing!?

I know what i want to order.
But the wrong thing always comes out from my mouth!

Like that time
I wanted to order Oreo Crush bubble tea
i said Oreo MCFLURRY.
The aunty went "HUHHHH!?"

-.-''

then just now.
i wanted to order Prata Sausage
and i wanted the sausage to be the Black Pepper one.

then, i said
"One Prata Sausage, barbequed!"

areen was like "BARBEQUUUUUUED??"
hahaha.



***

TOday is the mosstttt WEEEIIRRDDDEEST
day EVER.

First, I went to school alone.
Classroom was empty.

Second, Shafiq pulled my hair in public.

Third, I went out of the lift
and it was the wrong floor
and I had to go back into the lift
EVERYONE in the lift laughed seh.

Fourt, the worst of the worst.
my sandal strap went "PIAAKKKK!!!"

reminds me of suaidah that time
-___-''

but seriously
its the case where i cant wear it anymoreeee...

at last
i had to draaaaagggg my feet to the shop
(i love RP today because they got that lame shop downstairs that sells slippers)
and buy slippers

-___-''


AND THE LAST ONE
I BOUGHT THE WRONG SIZEEEEE!!!!
ARGGHHHHH!!!

the slippers are smaller than my feeeeeet ):


NISA!
asal tak dtg sehh.
aku benci kumpulan aku niari seh.

:(

sheesh.

Kiasu

Woo.
I reached my class in record time!
i reached RP today at 7.46am
weee

gosh
who even reaches RP 45 minutes before school starts?
who?!

freaking lecturers.
you know why im this early?

i wanted to sleep.

Yes, correct.
I wanted to sleep...
IN CLASS while WAITING for class to start!

get it?

kiasu eh.
whatever lahhh!

YOU!
You can go relek one coooorrneerrr.

as for YOU!
You also can go relek one corrrnnneerrr.

and lastly, for YOU!
You are so cute and i miss you

HAHAHAH
:D

Sorry

Im sorry.
Im scared.

I know you will be angry.
All i can do is say Im sorry.
from the bottom of my heart.

Oh my god, i want to cry.


)':

Fish.

ARGGHHHH
my head is spinning..
my eyes are cocking...
my legs are colddd...
my hands are numbb....

i want to die...

and why?
















BECAUSE OF MATHS!

GAHHHH!!

yay

yay!
best ah going home with danial!
hahahahaha

get free drink!
:D

Me "Where got! I never have boyfriends before!"
Danial "Huh? Eh you know, teenagers who have no relationships before has no teen life!"
Afiqah "*EHEM* I think nurul has TOO MUCH teen life already.."

HAHAHAH
where gottttt!
*blush*

hahha
eh danial, tomorrow rhen i want to take my specs
hehehe


hahahah!
:D

Lappie

see
webcam rockxzxzxzxzzzzzzzzzz

HAHAHA
hello Junyang!
(:

Recently playeddd

MY FAVOURITE BAND OF ALLLL TIMES (: MCFLLYYYYYYYYYY


OAR

THE LOST PROPHETS

Theory of a Deadman

Death Cab for Cutie

Something Corporate

Funeral for a friend

Boys Like Girls

ALl time Low

the above bands are the bands ive been listening to lately.

in school.

(:
what?
being in a school that uses laptop 100% for learning
can rock jugak okay
hahah

a little outdated.
but still!

and im really falling in love with



haha
oops
not a guy this time.
:D
I think she's a really realllyyyyyy good singer.(:




ESCAPES
this wednesday tauuu!

Monday

I should have waited for you.
not for you.

i hated how the day ended.
really
reaaaalllllyyy
hated.

today school was O-K
I AGREE I AGREE!
hahaha
funny sia.

and just now a loser sat beside me.
and according to that loser, a crazy girl sat beside him.
hahah

and just nowwwww
Jun Yang made me laugh
and i suddenly swallowed a huge amount of air
causing me to have hiccups!
hahaha
and it was loudddd!
the whole class was laughingggggg!

*blush*
hehe


HELLO SUFIANNNN!
long time no seeeee :D

hehehe.

Whatever lah.

okay
i dont wanna care anymore
even if i deny
or at least try to justify myself
you guys will insist

....

insist on believing i make excuses to see freddlyyy!

-__-''


sheesh!

ok
thats all for today
another week of school starts tomorrow

heh.

:(

what to wearrrrrr.

Weekend

after so long of not working
which is only one week
i kinda forgot how to do certain things
-.-

haha
but the best parrrt
i got to see shilahhh
and freddlyyy
and dumatren..
and yusof
who saje aje take my iced lemon tea
-_-

haha
but i dont mind
since after that i took some of his lunch
hehe

and today
as usualll
me and shilah talked sooooo much
we got scolded.
hahaha
what?

me and shilah missed each other sooosososo much
hehehe
and so did freddly
*winkwink*
hehe

"Sekarang semue org salah sangka!"
:P
inside thingg
hehehe

and tadi got power shot!
erm
thats what you call it right?
when the whole shop went Pop
and everything swiches off?

right?

i swear i felt like i was an oven.

hahah


****

eh, im curious lahhh
why Lady Gaga?
i look like her kan?
ehehe.


eh waitt
lady gaga jambu kan?
haha

hoho

yay
im changing my shift from next week onwards.
4-9pm
haha
soooo
that little time before i work
maybe..
you and me..
we can ..

chill?


okaaayy
mrepek.

:D

Sleeping innnn

wowwww
i sleep in like crazy seh todayyy
hahah

woo!
8.35am sehhh!!
hahha

-____-

its been a long time since i woke up this late
now that school has started.
i really thought i would sleep in 11-12
and i woke up at 8
eyes so wide oopen i cant seem to close it back.

okaaaayyy.

-___-

HAHA
okay like wtf.


help.
sore throat.

:(

ONE week of school over!

hmm to sum up this week
the first week of school..


i got two words..

IT SUCKSSSS
ahahah
i cant believe its going to be my life from now on.
waking up at 5.30am every morning..
then going to school..
presenting and presenting non stop.
learning things i dont understand WHY we have to.

then going for break..
then coming back..
msn a bit..
msn a lot..

then present some more.
then at 3.30pm
we go homeee.

wait for bus for half an hour
sleep through the journeyy


sighhhh
then just when i thought i can rest on weekends

I HAVE TO WORKKKK!
:(



anyone wanna swap life with me?
hahha

:P

im sorry you two.
im really sorry.
school got me, i guess.
really stressed right now

heh

mcm paham.

-_______-'''

and if you guys wanna know
i slept like
uber late yesterday
heh
11pm tauuuu!
jgn main2!

fyi my bed time now is 8pm
the latest 9pm
-_-''


too tired.
okay
off to bed.

:D

:(

i miss Shilah
i miss freddly
i miss wilcius
i miss maria
i miss dumatren
i miss Yusof
i miss Andyka


okaaay
extra extra abitabit.



I MISS WORK.


:(

5th

I feel like peeeeiinnnggg
haha
its so cold in my classroooom


8.54am
****



OMGGG
what they say is trueee!
no wonder i have a big tummy!!
gahhh!
hahah

2.32pm
one more hour to end of school..

:D

and presentation just now was funnnyyyy
"As you can see, im an adventurous person.."
*silence*
"Okay, maybe not obvious, but inside I'm very adventurous.."

*plays video..*
"Okay, as you guys have sawn.."

HAHAHA.
funny siaaaaa.
omgg.
laughed non-stop sehh.
:)

update more later.

***


FIFTH DAY OVER.
and so is 5th night

-____-"

dont sleep during mahgrib.
tsktsk tsk.

hehe.

:D

erma!
i want my rubber band asap!
look at what i have to resort to using because
I had a good heart to lend you my rubber band!

okay you cant see
but gahhh!
but im using my STA buff
MY BUFF!?!?
to tie my freaking hair!!

sheeeshh!

:"(

I dont get it.
why do we learn all this stuff again?
I take Design course
and my module is maths today.

-___-''

i chose design school because i didnt want to study maths!
or science!
but im having science tomorrow!

Loser school.


and today is the first day,
im not $8 poorer.
hahha.

the past few days
i took taxiiiii!
haha

TWO DAYS you know!
I lost $16
and that two uncles both earned $22+++
-__-''

sheesh

but todayyyy
we took bus
:D
and we were not late!

im still rich!
ahaha
i dont have a hole in my pocket!
haha
okaayyy

when i entered my class,
my very sarcastic new friend,
Junyang said loudly
"WAH, early seh you! you take taxi again ah?"

-____-''

shut up ah!
guy who bites nails!

***

omggg
we shook hands just nowwwwwwww

HOT SIA YOUUUUUU!!!
gah!
haha.
why did your class have to be soooo far awayyyy!
grrr.


***
im not happy here.

The worst day of my life!

Why?

why does this have to happen?
I've loved you
like I loved no other.
I thought you would stay true to me.
but no.

you had to find someone else.
WHY?

I really really loved you
i turned other guys down
just so i would stay in love with you.



WHY DID YOU HAVE TO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND?!?!
"Harry Judd who is dating Katelyn Gomez is truly in love."


why?!?!
WHY!?!?
i swear i hate you.
i will love you forever.

GAHHHH!
truth hurtsssss
sheeeesh.

sigh

FIQISH says (1:05 PM):
rp sucks lar
nurul urul rul ul l says (1:06 PM):
sheesh
give me a few more months
maybe i can agree with you
FIQISH says (1:07 PM):
haha
dont need a fw months
few seconds later
haha


NBCCBBBBBB!!!!

-_-''

The first sucked

okay first day.
hmm.
to sum it up.

honestly
the only thing i learnt alot today
is about a sport called
Kabbadi.

-__-""

it is an indian sport
of which i have never heard offffff
but
its okay
first day wasted

the whole day was pretty much presentation
music
yawning
more musix
more presentation
more yawning

and many many msn
*winkwink*
especially withhhhhhh..........


sshhh.
only erma and afiqah knowsss
hehe (:

i yawned 10 times within 4 minutes
can do that or not?
hahah
(:


i missed freaking 3 buses just to get to school.
in the end, we had to take taxi
which came up to a bill of freaking $22.40!!
because of the morning charge!!

and i just withdrew $20 earlier this morning
and i withdrew another $80 after that
for my OPTIMETRIST?
aahhhh!
whatever shit!
hahah

the eye doctor.
this time, its really an EYE doc
he scanned my eyes
and he said my eyes got scratches
because i use colored contacts
so people wearing colored contacts...
BEWARREEEE!

okaayyyy!


the good news is that
i can still wear contacts
except not colored onessss

sighh
cannot be chiobu anymore.

HAHAHA
:P

first day

OMG
this is first day of school.

im in class
its QUITE boring
and we have a cute geeky teacher
in a way where he tries to be funny
when i swear im not.

he's so funny
im funnier


get it?

-____-''

will update more later

Drain

oops
just when i clicked New Post,
i accidentally farted as well
haha
wow, i didnt know clicking would activate
something else too.
*winkwink*

hahahha!

anywayyyy
am back from the uber uber long long
bus ride from Yishun
39
haha

and omg omg omg
SCHOOL STARTS NEXT WEEKKKKKK!
NEXT WEEK!
IN THREE DAYS' TIME!

i still cant believe it
im in RP
haha
-_-''

"Rejected" poly as someone says it
HMPH.

i still havent got my 1095 clothes seh.
hahah
nemind nemind
i plan to get only 28 clothes
wear once every month
"Okay, this one for Monday for every second week of the month...
This one for Tuesday..."

okaayyy!

and what sucks the most!
BUS FARE -________-''

JC and ITE students
(if im not wrong)
they still have Student concession
which means their bus fare is still 45 cents
because they are wearing uniform.....
right?
haha
pandai2 aje

poly students have ADULT fare seh.
i agree with af,
frustrating to see $1.21 deducted everytime i tapped out

:(
money draining very fast
and im not going to work anymore soon.
looks like i have to give my NETS card to my mom

sighhhh

i still cant believe poly starts next week
-____-''

my class is W45E
haha
*winkwink*

(:

how was your orientation, Escapes??

:D

3rd day

okay
what telah happened??!

first day was awesome
second day was dramatic
third day was....

sheesh!

i found he already has a girlfriend!
he even put GORGEOUS behind the girlfriend's name
wanna know how i know?
ehem
he was sitting beside me during lunch
then he was holding his handphone
and his handphone was the kindof hp
of which the keypad is similar to a computer keyboard?
you know?
like those O2 handphones

i have never tried to type using that handphone
and i wanted to try lah
so i did
then i saw the Recipient

" To : S______H GORGEOUS"


HAHAHAH
alaaaa
wth sehhh!
hahhaa
omgg
i sound desperate
but guys,
im just kidding (:

then his wallpaper was sa picture of a girl
ALONE.

grrrr.


im supposed to be at orientation
but its too boring for me to tahan any longer
haha

so i told them i had to go
and i changed out of my RP shirt
so that i would blend into the RP society
*winkwink*
and im sitting at the uber big library
now
blogging
while waiting for that freaking af to wriggle out of her
group
sheesh.

Farah didnt come
that another cute dude who stood behind me
during the balloon game didnt come either!
sheesh!


whats happening to the worldddd!

haha
:P

will update more later

Being locked out from the house is fun.

try it
-___________________________-''

...

I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY
REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY
REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY
REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY
REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY
REALLY...

*takes in breath*

phewwww
I REALLY HAVE TO CONTROL MY SPENDITURE ON FOOD!
i spent freaking $17 on food alone TODAY
TODAY!
TODAY!
ONLY TODAY!

Afiqah said i was the Devil's Temptation for Food.

-_______________________-'''''


hilarious.

Eating my own words.

HEYLO EVERYBUDDY.
HAHA
lame seh.
:D

anywayyyy
today's orientation was...........
erm.

well.
i spent last than one hour for orientation
before psycho-ing the other two to cabut
HEHEHE.

okay
the thing is
i waited for 45 FREAKING minutes for them two
-____-''

then we reach Yishun at around 8.30am
we decided to take the 39-change-to-169 route today
then
i had the clever idea
to stop for breakfast at Macdonals.

finished breakfast at 9am
(orientation starts at 9am btw)
then we went over to the bus stop
then i checked the 169 route
BUS 169 DIDNT GO STRAIGHT TO WOODLANDS
it goes to sembawang FIRST
then go woodlands

we didnt have TIME sehh
afiqah was all like
"If by 9.30am the bus havent come, i think i will go home ahh.."


then nature called.
so me and af had to pick the "call" up

kebak kebing kebak kebung
we decided to take the MRT
so i checked out which mrt to take.

blah blah blah blah
the voice over said
"Next Stop... Ang Mo Kio."

Afiqah looked at me
"nurul, are you sure we took the right train???"
"Yeap, confident. Towards Marina Bay."

&$#^&*$^@(
it was the freaking wrong train!
we were going the OTHER way!!!!

so easy saidddd
we reached the school
(like finallyyyyy)
at 10 freaking 30!
hahha.
one and a half hour late sehhh!

HAHAHAHA
then half way through the thinggy
it was sooooo hot and sooooo kinda maybe a little boring
and i wasnt already in the mood
like i was in yesterday

(he didnt come today sehh!
i was all excited for nothing!)

ass!

ahhaa.


then for the rest of the dayyyy
we went to Suntec
for a while onlyyy
then headed back to my workplace
where we spent the rest of the afternoon at

and then we went to TP
to get my laptop
sighhh
that was my dream poly sehhh
:(

went to TPrawks for nothing!
urgghh!

Mentos got Vitamin C... right? (:

FIRST ORIENTATION WAS FUNNNN!
OMGGG

and omg
i cant believe i didnt sleep the whole night
i swear
i kept checking my handphone to see what time is it
how much time has passed since i last checked the time.

haiyoo
all the way until 7am.
the time of which i had to wake up
-____-''

sooooo,
my worst fear has comeeee trueeee
MY EYEBAGS HAVE BAGS!!

hahaha.
seriously
i looked alot like Hello Panda.
haha
:P

orientation was uber uber fun.
we had to complete 40 Game Stations.
which was all over the school.
there was this wet game
at the end of the game
it looked like i peed in my pants
many..
many..
many times.
haha.
:D

and i made friends!
well, i made friends.
but im not sure i remembered their names..
I GOT FREAKING 24 NAMES TO REMEMBER!
but all i know is Syafiq, Sam, Hafiz, Saiha....
hmmm
hahha
omgg
so pathetic

maybe maria said is true
maybe i really have to take vitamins.
i have poor memory
i get tired easily
and i complain too much.

HAHA.

ooph, there was this once.
i was asking Syafiq
"So what secondary school were you from?"
"Shun Tow Secondary School"
"Errr where is that?"
"Yishun lah!"
"Oh sorry lah! Im not from the North side! mane boleh tau!"
"takkan tak leh tau! Takkan Yishun Town pun you dont know where!"

-_______-''
hahah!
get it?
i thought he said Shun Tow.
padahal he said YISHUN TOWN.

ahaha
paiseh paiseh.

oh dearrr
maybe one more vitamin for hearing problems.

omggg
cant wait for tmrwwwww

and Xuleng!!!
UNFAIR SIAAAA JACOB YOUR SL!!!!
>:(

tmrw wanna swap?
hehe
:D

GRR

i hope you fart in public and humiliate yourself!

arghh
i think that makcik seriously have issues with me tau
sorry if you have to read about my work again
especially SYAFIQ
-___-''


i really really have to get it off my chest

Irene asked me to overtime
obviously i have to let my dad know
cos im a good girl right?

so i told Irene
WHO IS A MANAGER
that i will use my own handphone to MESSAGE him
that i will be coming home late.

while i was msging
okay so maybe i was taking a moment too long to send just one msg
but so?
i mean
i already have the manager's permission what!

then that makcik shouted from the kitchen
"Nurul punch out eh?"
"tak lah!"
"then why you use your handphone! CANNOT you know!!"

i was like
wtfffff lahh!

then i replied ah
"Sorry eh, but i already tell my manager!"
"Your manager my manager also what!"

HAHAHHAHAAHHAAH!
stupid righttttt!
shilah said to let it go

like i didnt even have to tell her what happened.

wtffffff.

omgggg
from happy mood straight away to WTF mood seh
gahh


btw
i freaking lost my bracelet from rastafariiiii!
:(
:(

sighhH!
i dont care
af and erma, after orientation tmrw,
I WANT YOU GUYS TO FOLLOW ME GO SUNTEC
AND GET THAT FREAKING BRACELET AGAIN

thanks
(:

haha

1 2 3 4 HIGH 5!

Me and Freddly exchanged "love" notes today
using the back of the receipts
hehe

i'll share with you one of them

NU "Nurul cute."
FR "Nurul perasan ade lah."

okaayy!
not funny
but to think a 24 year old guy is actually
layaning my random nonsense.
hehe

there was this note
he wrote that he will miss me
when im not working anymoreeee
heh heh heh
*blushes*

tomorrow will be the last day im working on a weekday
:(
Cos from wed to fri, i'll be attending my Orientation
Then i have work again on both weekends
then the next week, i shall start school alreadyyyyy!
sighhh

not working on a weekday
would mean that i wont meet wilcius again
sad right.

holiday seemed so short now that i think about it
i had no life.
work work work.
ahahha

but next week
my life's changingg
hahha
okaayyy
instead of waking up at 11am
i will be waking up at freaking 6.30am
since school for my batch starts at 8.30pm
and that i have to meet the rest
at 7.15am
"play safe" lah katekan
but omg fuck lah so early sehh!
sheesh.

this means i cant sleep late at night
unless i want my eyebags to have bags
haha
SIGH

and guys,
yesterday's conference was BOOOOORING

1 2 3 4 HIGH 5!!

hahha lol!
:P


my brother's leaving this July
sigh

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

"When is your birthday ah Nurul?"
"17 Sep-"
"Fasting month is it?"
"Yea..?"
"Serious? Alhamdullilah!"

BUSTED SEH!
sheesh!

i wanted to blog all about yesterday
well yesterday itself.
but due to unforeseen circumstances i didnt.
*rolls eyes*
hahaha

anywayyy
i went out with my cousinnnnnssss!
two of them.
first met with Mama and Papa from Harbourfront
and Mama got me two dresses i so so so sooooo love
(:

it cost $109 put together
so a really really big thank you!
hehe

then mama and papa went home and we went to marina squareeeee
i got myself sandals
and we ate swensens..

AGAIN.

hahah!

RUGI SEH ABANG TAK IKUT!
hahaha
abang yun blanje!
:P

and i sang loudly on the way back
you know
when we have to walk from marina square
walk outside instead of the underpass?
the memorial thinggy?
hahha

"A million times i asked youu
and then, i asked you overrrr
again, you only answerrrr..."

*silence*

hahah!
alah not funny ah if i put it down.
i was really expecting them to continue
"Perhaps.. Perhaps... Perhapss..."

BOTH DIDNT EVEN HUM IT OUT!
i looked soooo stupid
alah, but its a usual thing
da biase ape!
sheesh!

ok ok
everyone, SYAFIQ IS A VERY NICE BOY
hahahaha!
happy tak?
:P

and good luck to those losers starting school tmrw
ahahha!
tomok, yusri, saiful m, danial, audi
AHAHAHA!
:P

have fun!
:P

Mo, Lester (:

omg
i seriously think i have been molested today
grr
stupid attachment manager!
and guess what?
he's from RP too!
he's 22 years old.
and he is not that bad looking ah.

but he is sooooo chi ko pek seh.
btw afiqah, he is in the same course as you
Business Application
:P

hahaha.

anyway
i wasnt supposed to work today
BUT
today was DOUBLE PAY
who dont wannnntttt!
:P
lagipun someone was workinggg
*winkwink*
and im not talking about rajeevan eh, ranju!
hahha
:P

anywayyyy
i think its time
to ask my mom to take my NETS card back.
sheesh
eversince i hold the card,
i keep withdrawing and withdrawing
and i never am able to see what i bought.
-________-''

and i dreamt that i was getting engaged.
HAHHAHA
i was crying in the dream
because i was so sad i was getting married
i didnt know to whom lah
but obviously he's verryyyy lucky.
hahaha

my grandmama said it meant i am going
to have a fever soon
:(

"hey" ???
thats the best you can do?


-_______________-'''

GGGB

You, you and YOU
why did you bully me???
got no other work is it?

ask me do this.
ask me do that.
byk nyonyeh lah!

ask me wash tray, then ask me go take ice,
then take fresh new cloths, then stock everything up.
HUH!?
you think you the one who pay me is it?

i got two words for you
TAIK. HIDUNG.
hmphhh

*cool down...*
okaay
hahah.

S "Eh nurul, nah, tengok ape matair kau msg kat aku.."
(Eh nurul, nah, see what your boyfriend msg to me.)
N *sees* "Ooooh, winkwink. okay, aku da start shiok sendiri ni!"
("oooooh, winkwink. okay, i start to feeling2 already!"

someone msged shilah ehh eh eh eh?
asking about me.
*winkwink*
ssssh, only sarah knows
(:

and i think right, im such an ungrateful girl tau.
you know Scott?
the visually impaired contestant from American Idol?
i couldn't stop laughing at the way he sang seh

omg
this is not funny.
i shouldnt laugh at these people.
i should change.





YAAAAAAAAAAAA RIGHTTT!
:P
haha
omgg
i so bad


more photos from yesterdayyy


Careful enough? o.O


CANDID (:

CIAKKKK! haha

btw i am working tmrwww
:(
luckily double pay.
sheesh.

:(

Oh My GOODDD
poly is starting in less than 12 days!
i dont know whyyy
im soooo nervous.
its like deja vu all over again

first day in new school
new environment
new people
new guys to ogle at.

sighhhh
i really miss putting on my ex school uniform.
i miss singing Majulah Singapura.
i miss Pledging
i miss looking at _______'s socks from behind her and wonder why she still can wear those pair to school everyday without fail.
i miss ______'s disgusting looks at me from far.
i miss that time when that freaking teacher confiscated my book
cos i read during assembly when im supposed to pay attention.
SHEESH.

im going to miss recess time the most sehh!
how we, the Escapes, always pray together before eating.
how me and haniz would run down just to be the first to queue
kiasu people.
hahha.
:D
those times when we always ask each other if we want to hang
or not after school.
even if school ends late, it didnt stop us from hanging
even for just a while.
and also "1..2..3.. SYAAAAFIQQQ!!"
hahaha.

:(
I REALLY REALLY AM GOING TO MISS SECONDARY SCHOOL.
im going to let go of that sec one dream guy
i so desperately tried to talk to.
let go of what H____ and gang used to say about me.
everything.

poly is going to be a new and fresh start.
just what i need.

Dramatic

let me sum up today's day.
UBER FUNNNN!!!!
seriously, omggg
i missed haniz and camelia loads seh!
its so long since i met them.

btw btw
i got my handphone alreadyyy!
so now i can camwhore like a whore.

:D

waaah, today camelia's pants yellow lah seh!
*shields eyes*
haha

went to celebrate afiqah's belated birthday todayyy!
was uber uber fun lah!
i myself didnt expect it to be that fun
:P

AND GUESS WHAT?
me and haniz wore the freaking same top sehhh!
from the same shop
the same color
ARGH!
NOOOO!
we look like those wannabe BFFs
who plan to wear the same clothes together!
NOOOOOOOO!!!!

-_________-''

anywayyy
we just hung around at changi airport.
went to macd's first for lunch.
blah blah blah.
catch up on stuff.
gossiped a little.
bitched around a little.


BIRTHDAY GIRL (:

me likeyyy



The girls who wore the same. -.-''

Someone took too much space in this picture.

I know, Im cute right. cannot tahan nye cuteness. heheh


and as you can see,
yes,
we camwhored a little too.

hehehe.

then we sent camelia home,
since she got work
then we sat at Swensens
and ordered ice cream!

My perut damn buncit seh today
i had to walk around with my bag covering it.
sheesh.
malu sehhh!

OOh, heavy.
hahahahahahahahahah!
inside joke!
:D

cant wait to work tmrwwww!
wilcius wilcius allll the wayyy!
:D


***


no, no thanks (:

TIDAKKKK!

S "He thinks he can sing so well sehh.."
N "Ya lah. If i were a boy, i think my dick will kecut seh.."
S&N " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!"

hmm,
AKON
AMY LEE
JOHN VESELY
MILEY CYRUS
ADAM LEVINE
RIHANNA
CHRISTINA AGUILERA
CHRIS BROWN
BRITNEY SPEARS

i think they have voices so unique that once you hear them sing, you know its them
you know that kind of voices?

I want to be like them one day.
one fine day.

(:

if i join Singapore Idol. would you all support me?

HAHAHAHA.
shut up.
not wrong to dream.
dream big.

Best dream everrrrr (:

OMG
what have i gotten myself into???
and this is all because i wanted to celebrate
my bestie's birthday

saiful really really wants me to watch movie with him!
just because i asked him to take over my shift tmrw
since i took off to go out.
OMGGGG

should i????

urgh.

i dreamt of wilcius last night.
hehehe.

and and!
shilah keeps disturbing me and freddly sehh
so much until i started calling freddly sayang
"Sayang, ayang masok pukul brape eh bsk?"
hahaha
:D

Two blows in one night is not something I can handle

A,
Im sorry for not heeding your advices all this while. I really really should have listened to your naggings and your harsh words. All you wanted was for me to get a life and a fresh start. But i kept pushing your words aside and think that i can do this on my own.

I regret.

How could i be so naive and stupid? I believed every word. And look where it landed me now. Why am i always the one getting hurt? Im jealous, yes. But i really dont get that person. Really.

Im really sorry. I wont tell you anything about this. I will keep this to myself. Hopefully maybe with enough praying, i will literally burst with emotions and.. die
-_-'' anyway, i want to get it done this time. Whatever it is, i will heed your advice. Now i know who is good for me and who is not.

You are.
Im sorry. I thought that things would change this time. Guess not, huh?

heh.







***

fuck you.
and fuck your attitude.

fuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOU
fuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOU
fuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOU
fuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOU
fuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOU
fuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOU
fuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOU
fuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOU
fuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOU
fuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOU
fuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOUfuckYOU


this time NO MORE.

Hello Kitty

They say good things usually come in threes
like,
Three Little Pigs
then when you want to take photo,
the number you will count up to is THREE
"1... 2... 3..."
get it?



firstly,
its always coming from THIS guy
all those virus websites
secondly,
look at the third attempt
-________-''
i know lah, i can be horny sometimes
but this is a little too far isnt it.
sheesh.

so went to repair my hp at simei just now
so, im not with any handphone at the moment.
sigh
no music
no messaging
no calling at night
no shiok sendiri-ing
SIGH
life can be soooo unfairrr.

hahha.
then met up with the rest and watched movie
waaah
mentang2 parents go malaysia
come home late eh!
hahaha.



this was the movie i watched just now
the one i paid another freaking $9.50
sheeesh

but i loved the movie
seriously damn funny
the "mcm-paham" face he gives
and the stupid stunts he attempts to pull
but turns out looking stupid looking.
ahaha!

btw
i really really really, like realllyyyyyy
have to control my spenditure
sarah is right
i need to splurge
i do.
BUT WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE ON FOOODDD!
i cant control myself
i walk past macdonalds,
"Should I buy Chocolate Milkshake?"
when i walk past Food Culture
"Fried Chicken Umian today?"
then i walk past SweetTalk
"Green Apple Milk Tea? Thirsty seh."

i went out with afiqah yesterday
i spent
on a $3.50 Oreo Cheesecake and $2.50 Spicy SnackWrap
-______-'''
I REALLY HAVE GOT TO LEARN TO CONTROL MY DIET!

cos i know even after eating so much
im still sooooo skinny.
grrr.

"Alah, dont worry lah. you pretty what.."
D____ said that.
heh heh heh.

Dear Allah,
I WANT A FLAT TUMMY.
esp after eating.

i dont want what i have right now.
a buncit and jelly-like tummy (according to Su)
i want a rock hard tummy.

thank you
:)

i hated that Food Culture Incident last two weeks
sheesh.






***

btw sorry eh Irfan about just now
hehe.
make up to you one day lah okay!
and thanks for teman-ing just now
:D

Comedian

i cant believe i just spent my last one hour
doing the freaking quizzes at facebook.

my results wereeee
that my kind of guy would be the Comedian.

:D

so, sarah, its impossible for me and you
heheh!

so my kind of guy will be...
a hot, down-to-earth, simple comedian
(preferable caucasion or chinse)
haha
step seh.
:P

hmm, and that my ideal IPod color is blueee.
cos it shows that im imaginative and original
which is soooo, like freaking spot on.
:P

hehehe.

anyone got a spare hppp????
:(

me no likey

i want to send my hp for repaiiiirrr!
my camera is not working!
the sensor rosakkk!

gahhh!
this problem have to fix asap
if not how to SS??

hahaha.
:P

someone follow me tmrw?
since AFIQAH dont want to.
:(




*****


I feel like you talk to me only when you feel like it.
that.. me no likey.

S.T.A, S.T.A ALLLLL THE WAY!

HEYYYYLO!
im back, im back from START09!
and it is funnn!!!!

seriously!
even better than TPrawks
you know why?
my group's student leader from TPrawks is not good looking.
and im not talking about Branda or Duke.
*rolls eyes*

haha.

N "Btw my group leader is sooo freaking hot siak!"
S "Tsk, so typical seh."

hahah.

and and my group name is sooooo cute.
WOOFY DOOFY!
hahaha
everytime it was time to gather, i'll be like
"C'mon, WoofyDoofy all the wayy!"
haha
extra sehh.
:D

the emcee was hot too!
"Well, enjoy yourselves here at RP. Btw do you know that RP is one of the top five poly in singapore?"

AHAHAHAHA.
i wont even bother explaining the irony behind it.

heh.

and at the last day,
where everyone was hyper and dancing,
someone started the "Train Dance.."?
where everyone put their hands on the back of the person in front of them
alah, like choo choo.

AND I JOINED IN!
haha
(extra again, i know. diam ah!)

and and!
i made wonderful wonderful friends!
S.T.A ALL THE WAY!
hahah

i was really eyeing that Fission guy.
hmph.

but but guess what?
while we were doing the mass dance, i made a new friend
called IRFANNN!
haha
and he suggested going to school together one day
cos he lives in tampines and always takes bus 168 also.

so erm, afiqah and erma, BYE BYE!
heh heh heh.

and he gave me his number!
*ehem*
haha, no lah.
he's into photography, then he gave me and Farah his so called "namecard"
*rolls eyes*

ahahah!

IRFAN was also the freaking reason why we were asked to leave our tents
just when we were about to turn in
go to our bags
empty it and have it spot checked.
you know whyyy?

cos he lost his freaking wallet
*^%#&$^@*(&$

luckily i havent sleep.
if i sleep already...
YOU DIE AH!
haha.
like reeeeaaall.

oh yeah,
i got a Hello Panda for saying bye to this random dude.
haha.

looking forward to the 15th

:)

but wait wait!
on the way to Tampines right,
i was on the MRT
then the next person i saw running through the door
was D_____.
haisssss
melts...
ahahaha.

then he talked to me.
hehehe.
D "You'll be sleeping with strangers seh."
N "Yeah, thanks for telling!"
hahaha.

:D

and omgggg
JACOB!
hehe
sooo adorable sia youuuu