Well,

i know this is random.
BUT GUESS WHAT!
(someone knows just how much i was craving for this.)

I FINALLY GOT MY ICE CREAM!
BAHHH.

woo.
yahoo.
hoorah.
yay.
wee.


okay.

i had such a strong craving for McFlurry Oreo
with Hot Fudge.
since, like, FRIDAY.

and today, i finally managed to convince my brother to follow me ^^V
Ahhhh.

*salivates*
yummm.
but dont know why now, i keep farting.


-_-

oh, and i broke my own record today.
a record that musnt been spoken of at all costs
if not,
my water face drop nanti.

-.-

I dont know how i should be feeling right now.
whether i should be angry
or should i just laugh

-_-

today was my family's monthly "eat-out-as-a-family" day
we ate at Bedok's Kampong Chai Chee

where i got a little irritated
because my grandmama
she was sitting cross leg?
erm, the one you bring the other leg over?
get it?

get it?
dont get it?
forget it.

okayyyy.
hahah.
so anyway,
her foot kept rubbing against my leg
and for those who read one of my previous posts,

I HATE PEOPLE TOUCHING ME

so i kept moving to my right.
SOMEHOW, my grandmama's leg ALSO kept moving to the right -__-
i was sitting there, wondering
"How come her leg so long!?"

zzzzz

**

well,
after that, we went back home.
where this cat
this fat fat cat.
was just sitting in the MIDDLE of the ROADD

and he didnt even move an inch when he saw my dad's car coming
HAHAHAHA!

abang "I think the cat wants to commit suicide ah."

HAHA
it was cute, in a very freaky way.
like, even after my dad managed the squeeze the car
past the.. erm, "stagnant" cat
T.T
he was still just sitting there.

HAHA EH PUSSY,
YOU THINK YOUR FATHER'S ROAD IS IT?!

pfft.

**

anyway,
so when we reached my home already,
my brother would normally take over the wheel to park the car
in the carpark

since me and my brother was sitting
at the most back of the Honda Stream,
i was struggling to get out,
while holding my PSP, MP3 and my handphone all in one hand

so i told my dad
who was already outside the car,
to help me hold the PSP
while i got out.

he grabbed it from my hand.

soooo,
to cut the long long story short,
i followed my brother to park the car

NOTE:
all these while, my psp was in my dad's hands

the moment i reached my house's doorstep
my little brother shouted from the sofa

small brother "Kakak! I have bad news."
me "Huh? what?"
brother "Ayah played your psp. and now, your game, game over already! HAHAHA!"
big brother "AHAHAHA!"

i was like,


NOOOOOO!

:(
i was already at the Boss' stage, you knowwww!
SIGH.
my dad can be soooooo blood-strangling
(cekik darah)

pfft.
thanks to him, imma hafta start
ALL. OVER. AGAIN!

then,
just now, can still come out from his room
looking for me..

"Eh, nurul, you want me to help you play or not?"

-___-

PFFT.

so,
should i be angry?
-.-

sheesh.

remember i told you
in New Moon.
the scene where I was having orgasms.
This video is not so clear,
but you can see how hot the bodies of those guys were ^^

i feel like ranting today.
so, read at your own.. erm, risk? :S



1) I hate waiting
someone asked me before "Is it wrong for you to wait?" No, its not wrong. I just dont LIKE it. I admit. I am very impatient. I want to get things done quickly and on time. I dont like delaying. I dont like being late. So screw me if i pester people to hurry up or meet on time. No, I'm not a workaholic. I JUST DONT LIKE WAITING.

i dont like waiting for buses
i dont like waiting for something i want so badly
i dont like waiting for people who are late
i dont like waiting for slow results
etc etc.

**



2) I dislike people who type ONE WORD REPLIES
I bet this is a common dislike for many people. I hate it when I type about my day, and all the person could reply was "Oh, ic ic." -_- what do you see? huh? Bodoh.

**



3) I dislike people who cant type properly
Not knowing how to speak/type proper English is one thing. But adding additional alphabets to their words? And as if thats not enough, they hafta mAkE iT LikE tHiSsSXZxZXz
-_-
do they have any idea how difficult it is for us mature people to read that? What is cool about that again? The "euu" and the "iie" SO FCUKIN' IRRITATING.

**

4) I dislike kiasu people
This is often observed when I board public transport. (well, that is where we tend to meet very weird people). There was this once i was at the bus stop. This uncle who was sitting down, he got up and ran to stand at where the bus would stop. Even though he was like, i dont know, LIMPING? He still wanted to run and get there first. WTF? Then when he did get a seat, he looked so pleased with himself, while looking at people who had to stand.

Pfft.

**



5) I hate it when people say I look like their friend, or their friend's friend
It's not as though i have an issue with the person im compared to, okay. I just dont like the fact that people are actually comparing me to others. "Eh, you and so-and-so look the same sia!"

I can tolerate it the first few times, but with my impatient attitude, I would definitely get pissed off when they keep repeating it. Okay, I get it the first time laaaaa. Haiyo.

**



6) I hate it when people assume im something im not.
DUHHH. Who does? Just because Im skinnier than the rest, they assume im aneroxic? ZZZZ. No offence to you, but i was bloody shocked when my OWN RELATIVE "joked" that i should find a job that requires aneroxic girls.

"Maybe at the application form, you can write down, under Skills, I AM ANEROXIC. HAHAHAHA!" she giggled, nudging her sister to laugh along with her. Who did. -_-

Hello? Its not as if im doing anything to keep my skinny figure. Its ALREADY like that. You, my relative, should know that seeing we GREW UP TOGETHER. And, I dont make myself vomit after eating, I dont dont eat, ( I CAN EAT A LOT WHEN I WANT TO ) and i eat what OTHER people eat. Its just that I have a higher metabolism rate :D

**

7) Last but not least, I dislike getting ready last minute
Its either I get myself prepared at my own time, or i dont go at all. I tend to sweat alot when Im in a hurry. So, by the time i finished making up myself, I would be sweating and my hair would be sticking to my neck and my pits would be wet. WHO WANTS THAT?!

This situation can be applied to my dear crazy family. Who always tells us to get ready FIVE FRIGGIN' MINUTES before they want to go out.

Mom "Okay, everybody get ready now. We want to go out already."

Lagi tadi dont want to say. URGH.








so thats it.
a very "ranting" post.
i dont care if you guys read it or not.
i just feel like blurting everything out because i feel very cramped right now.
and this feeling sucks, i tell you.

sup.

well, i feel very ..
erm.
bad?
bastard?
selfish?

:D
but i think he deserves it in some way.
it was not as if i didnt prompt him.

not going to elaborate much on that.
so anyhoo,
i cabut-ed school
like, again. last week also i cabut this module -.-
(of which i got a D, even though i did a 300 word essay :( )

with nad and jayme.
erm, it was.. bonding bonding? :S
ahahaha
it was definitely fun lah.

wanted to play xbox in the library
but it was FULL -.-

and then, we wanted to watch movie
but it was M18
jayme and nad somehow persuaded me to watch Ninja Assassin
confidently saying that they wouldnt ask for my IC and such

well,
they did T.T

^$*@&$*(!!
it was kinda paiseh.
first checked jayme's
then nad's
(they're both 18 btw.)
but when it came to my turn...

zzzzz
"oh. you cannot."

i will always remember your name
SHAQILAH!

GAHH.
i hate shaqilah-s -,-
hmph.

as if thats not enough,
there were NO student fares because
TODAY IS THE EVE OF HARI RAYE HAJI

major -____-

you suck.

**

so we chilled at starbucks.
where me and wen hao webcammed
HAHAHAH.
poor boy lah.
but i swear, he deserved it.

**

after all that, i met helmiiiiiii
and we watched Twilight Saga : New Moon

and get this, the ticket was freaking $10!
-_-
I JUST SPENT $10 ON A MOVIE TICKET!!
who would be stupid enough to do that?!
just because its a sneak preview
oh my gaaawwwd.

bodoh.
bodoh.
urgh.

the movie was alright.
when edward came onto the scene,
i was like..


(meltsssss)
HAHAH.
okay lame.

and as usual,
in the middle of the movie,
AS USUAL
ASSSSS USUAL...

i felt like pee-ing -___-
very painful, you know!
i hafta tahan all the way,
because i didnt want to waste a minute of my $10
-.-

hahahaha.


i swear to you,
this guy, (can ask helmi)
i sweeeearr he was giving me orgasms.
HAHAHAHAHA!

oh dear.
there were a couple more guys from the werewolves pack
THAT WERE SO FCUKING HHHHHHHHOTTTTTTTT!

*hyperventilates*

wooooooooo.

**

after the movie, i ran to the toilet and pee-ed.
hahaha.

**

today's random pic of the dayyy


so what, you may ask.
but this was she queueing up already.
and this was all that was in her friggin' cart.

-_-

singaporeans can get real cute, sometimes.
pfft.

sup.

well, today was a gloooooomy day.
because wen hao decided to ditch his group T.T
and leave me to die with Tricia, Nad and Ridduan

HAHAHAA.
okay im kidding! :P

but today's problem statement sucks lah.
i dislike my faci
and ridduan tak abis2 with this "indian always like this" jokes.

we just now class gossip.
HEHEHEHEEEEE.
ssh ssh.
padahal never say much -.-

**

well, it was what happened AFTER school that mattered.
i met dear Haniz!
woo!
so much for catching up, im sorry!
faci finished the lesson late
and i couldnt stay long.
:S

sorry.
miss you, love.

anyway,
after that, me and helmi headed off to FC ^^V
to eeeeat.

i only had $5 with me,
after buying my food, i was left with 50 cents.

so, i thought, nevermind, just tahan
no need to buy drinks.
go back home then drink.
buttt, my dear friend, Helmi, couldnt stand it.

he kept going
"So thirstyyyyy! omgg."

then he eat.

then say again "Thirsty sia..."

so i asked him how much money he's left with,
so you know, i might top up with the 5o cents i was left with.
he said "a few cents"
then i thought, "aww, too bad."

well, the next thing i know,
we started to KOREK
and i mean, REALLLYYYYY KOREK,
our wallet, pocket, bags for any more coins to buy a drink.

BECAUSE I WAS STARTING TO GET THIRSTY TOO!
ahahaha.

so on Helmi's side of the table, i saw alot of 5 cent coins HEHEHE.
and on my side, got 10 cent coins, 1 20 cent coin and 1 50 cent coin.

total so far : $1.70

helmi "eh, how much is the large drink?"
me "$1.80"
helmi "&$^#%!! Mampos! 10 cents!"

WHERE'S THE 10 CENTS WHEN YOU NEED ONE?!

so we continued to search and further korek2 our bags.
so i was feeling the insides of my bag
for any coins

(you know, some people got the habit of throwing loose change into their bags. im one of them ^^)

suddenly, i thought i felt a coin

"EH HELMI! I FEEL ONE COIN!"

(it felt big, like a 20 cent coin)

it was a 20 cent coin alright!
BUT GUESS WHAT.

its a fcuking malaysia coin!!
HAHAHAH!

-_____________-

i have NO IDEA how it ended up in my bag
HAHAHA.
buat suspense only.

me "Eh helmi, nevermind, you just give the coins to the aunty. then say, alah, aunty, same what, if you convert the 20 cent to Singapore currency, the value still 10 cent what. then just nice, $1.80."

HAHAHA ZZZZZ.

helmi said he digged his wallet until there was no coins left at all.
"sampai kering." to be exact.
HAHAHA.

same here okay!
but its all worth it.
somehow i managed to find a REAL singapore 20 cent coin
and we got our large bandung drink

yahoo.

the end.


HAHA.
long story.

imma sleep.


oh,
and thankyou firdaus (:
and iswandi, ssshhhh. (:

hehe.

good night.

sup.

well, today's a day i MUST commemorate
because..
its the first time...
i see Wen Hao wear long pants!

HEHEHEHE.
and also, him wearing covered shoes.
haha.

okay random.
anyway,
today we had to dress FORMAL.
well, i would wear what i wore last semester for Formal Day
but it was ugly and too simple for my kind *roll eyes*

so i decided to wear
something i thought was formal
until i put on my shoes T.T
my shoes made my whole outfit look effing casual.

:(
i was the only girl not wearing high heels.
so paiseh.

presentation was okay.
well, when i say "okay", it would mean i TOTALLY
TOTALLY screw it up.
i hate it when i start to stutter
and i cant stop.
as in, i cant stop stuttering
:(
embarrassing ah.

BUTTTT.
not as embarrassing as someoneeeee
who farted in class
and made two girls run away.
HAHAHAHAH!

:D

oh, and ridduan mcm paham.
want to go my blog
then nak marah2 me.
"Eh, your blog private lah!"

i was like "HUH? Since when!?"

skali when i checked what he typed.
he typed "nuruuul.blogspot.com"
-_- ANYHOW ONLY SIA.

**

well, after school,
shamela suddenly asked me out on a double date with helmi and JY
(yahoo)
hahaha.

not exactly a date, per se.
just an uber late lunch
while catching up.
it was nice.

"all the gossips.. now then can spill. last time cannot."

hahaha, true true.

*winkwink*

**

and in the bus back home,
me and helmi.

there were a couple of uber immature secondary ah bengs.
but this is not the "cool" ah bengs, you know.
this is "step cool only" ah bengs.
-_-

(on the phone)
and he speaks VERY VERY VERY loudly.

Ah beng "Eh i now then at tampines lei. You at pasir ris already ah? Walao! So fast! Okay okay. I meet you there."

(puts down phone)

" *turns to friend* Eh really sia. Eunos to Pasir Ris take bus only 5 minutes!"


me and helmi "-_____-"

are they even listening to themselves?!
Eunos to Pasir Ris FIVE minutes?
-_-
what are you?
the king of stupid?

ni lah budak2 secondary school.
then the next thing we heard
"eh dont touch my bibird lah. molest! molest!"
-_-

and they were playing "pass the message" at the back of the bus
you know,
if the first person push you, you must "pass" the push to the person next to you.
and go on and on.

annddddd
FYI, its not i LOOK at them as if i got nothing else to do okay.
its i knew what they were doing because :
one, they were talking so so so loudly
two, there are such things called reflections.

(okaylah, so in a way, i was observing them. hehe. but trust me, you cant help it. -.- )

and then after all that crap,
helmi alighted.
while i still had to tolerate them bunch of kental ah bengs.
so i blasted my ears with good music.
and closed my eyes.

SKALI YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED OR NOT?!
THIS STUPID GIRL GO AND GIVE ME A PUNCH ON THE FACE
WITH HER FCUKING ELBOW -_-
straight to the cheeks siaaa.

because she was standing, you see.
so when the bus turned suddenly,
she accidentally took a step back and elbowed my face.

i know she tak sengaje lah
but still, she just elbowed my face -.-
for a second there i swear i couldnt feel my left cheek.
cb.





pft

after what you did to me,
you have the cheek to ask me
to love you again?










i got two words.


NO.


urgh
and YOU SUCK!
pfft.













***




i want to dye my hairrrrrrrrrrrrr again :(

heyyyyyy
i want one too! :(










but when it comes to me,
the feelings' never mutual.

okay people.
i swear to you, you are going to looooooove this video.
its to all you kinky people out there

if you have a wild imagination,
this is the video for you.

credits to WEN HAO
who always know where to find these kind of videos :P

**

so todaaaayyyy
was Creative Concepts.

and guess what today's PS is about?

"Is it worth saving one's virginity?"

WAAAHHHHH.

kinky riggghhht.
first thing that comes to your mind,
confirm S** right?
hehe.

so my team decided to come up with a skit today.
and guess what again -_-
I WAS BESTOWED THE AWESOME ROLE OF BEING THE "KINKY" GIRLFRIEND
while RIDDUAN -__- is the "EXPERIENCED" BOYFRIEND!

HAHAHAHA.

it was funny lah.
so we are supposed to be a minah and mat rep couple.
-.-

my minah character name was RaraBelozxzxz (HAHAHAH! no offence to anyone!)
while Ridduan's matrep name was


(get ready for this..)

...
AhmatRep.

HAHAHAHA.
You know why that stupid name?

at first it was even stupid ah.
ahahaha.

Ahmad Bin Matrep (AHAHAHAHA!)

then they decided to change the name to something shorter

Ahmad + Matrep = Ahmatrep

-____-

stupid seh.
hahahaha.

**

the rehearsals were even funnier
iswandi kept reminding us (me and rid)
to be more "manje" towards each other.
because when ridduan walked, he kept leaving me behind. -_-

at last, iswandi suggested us to HOLD HANDS
O_O

paaaaaiseh.
hahahaha.

but we settled for me slipping my arm into his lah.
when it was presentation time, the class was like
"Awwwwwwwwww" HAHAHAHA.

hmm,
oh then, Jayme decided to pop in during lunch time
CIS.
lucky can fit in one more role for him.
the second Devil
(who was very the "enthu" about tempting ridduan. -__-)
HAHA.

wen hao did the mistake of using my REAL name instead of my stage name during the skit.

the angel was also funny lah. :P
baru 1-2 lines boleh takot lupe.
kental ah lu, sista.
ahahahha :P
jk!







it was a good day today.
(:
met helmi finally today since him ditching me on monday.
hahah jk!

*smiles widely*


today's irritating issue of the day:
uncle takes up to THREE seats in the bus.
and look at the way he sits -_-


my fruity fashion line completed! -____-
ahahahaha


**
someone call me tonight!
i feel like chatting on the phone.
:)

click for the larger view and take a sneak peek
at his awesome english.

-_-''



my awesome Joey \m/
for you infidels, this is called a CHINCHILLA.
a mixture of a rat and a rabbit.

ratbit -_-
or a rabrat. -_-

okayyy.

today was a pretty much fcuked up day.
even the faci asked me what was going on :(

it just wasnt a good day for me.
started off on a bad foot.
reached school later than usual.

didnt talk to anyone in my team
including wen haooooooooo =(
i think he angry at me for throwing my lollipop stick at him yesterdayy

:(







sigh.
can i die?

please, thank you very nice.

wahhh.

i just got back from chalet.
TIREDDDDDDDDDDDD like fuck.
but luckily, i just finised my 300 word RJ
cheyy, (tak perlu seh word count. hehe.)

hmm,
what can i say for the chalet?
fun.
great.
awesome.


i would say that if I STAYED AT THE CHALET.
pfft.

one thing, hafiz fetched us (me, TY and saiful) and just when i thought
i was finally getting something to eat -__-
hafiz said we were heading to his house to GET the food.
AAHHHH!!

thats ONE thing.

there was TRAFFIC JAMMMMMM, ya alllah!
because it was raining,
hafiz couldnt go more than 60km/h
you guys have any idea how fcuking slowwwww 60km/h is?!
HUH?

hahahaa.

after fetching the bee hoon from his place,
we went back to the chalet to put the mee
and then go back out
because nak amek satay at changi pulak T.T

^&*#^&$@#!!!

but the car ride was awesome lah.
kept laughing and laughing.

me "You shuddup ah you, nobody talking to you!"
TY "KNN!"

and there was a couple of time hafiz, saiful and me talked in malay
forgetting about the chinese boy in the car
then that chinese boy will go "Eh Channel 5 lei, i dont understand."

silence.

then continue talking in malay again.
AHAHAHA.
then that chinese boy will cuss to himself.
ahahaha.

**

TY "NURUL!"
me "What lahh!"
TY "What? Who call you? I never call you one."

-____-

**

then got a bit of ITE jokes and JC jokes.
ahahaha.

surprisingly, nobody was talking about saiful.
(although he ITE)
hehehehe JK!

but thank you saiful,
for walking me to the bus stop

me "wah, everybody here smoke/drink sia."
saiful "this is a place for bitches, jerks, assholes.. *sees me pointing to myself, smiling* and cuties."

AHAHAHAHAHAH.
awww <3


so basically, its the car ride that i enjoy about this whole "chalet" thing.
-____-




okay then bitches,
imma head off to sleep.
ngantok dok.


nights.

I, Nurul Binte Md Ishak, would like to apologize to
Lim Wen Hao (AGAIN!)
because i ACCIDENTALLY pulled his laptop plug off
(when his laptop had no battery in it)





:(
SORRY!


besides that,
my mom cooked tom yam soup today.
YUMMY.

and my brother's going back to camp already tonight.

:(

i was in the kitchen just now
where my big brother was standing and dancing by himself
while drinking water -__-

brother "Nurul! (still dancing) Style or not?"
me "Style gilleeeee!" (note the sarcasm.)
brother "I want to know ah why im like, mcm so stylish. Why ah?"
me "-__- Gee, i dont know. Maybe because your sister is me? *smiles widely*"
brother "Ohh. No wonder. Thats why its MCM stylish. Not stylish. You get it? *poke* Get it? *poke poke*


i tell you ah.
days like these
i wish my brother didnt pay $32 for a two day MC
(just because he lazy to BOOK IN yesterday)

***

buuutttttt
it is also a good thing because he fetched me from school today
:D

on his BIKE

WOOO!!

damn cool lah seh.
but there were embarrassing moments
HAHA.

okay.





hmm.
besides that
we went home straight and my mom cooked chicken rice
with steamed chicken
YUMMY

and i took a nice cool nap
(because the weather was so cold! hehe)

woke up.
and my mom cooked fried bee hoon with BBQ chicken

DOUBLE YUMMY

***

at school today
(before i cabut-ed)

me and kalis were gossipping on MSN
HAHAHAHA.
the best part, we were right beside each other.
but it was necessary.
because we didnt want people to eavesdrop

***



guess what, i dont like you too.

***




overall.

yahoo.
im contented today (:

well,
i love/hate today's day.

first thing's first,
congratulations dear cousin Farhan and his wife, Hidayah.

(:

today was their wedding day.
watching them get married was very sweet.
because before this they were together for 7 years.
so sweet maaaaaannnn.

but being the cousin of someone getting married
would mean i had to tail them wherever they go
well, it wasnt my choice
all those mak andam and makcik2 kept asking to go
take the bus to the bride's house

together with all the budak2 kepang.

tsk.

sommore the bus so fcuking warm.
then when i wanted to take a quick nap in the bus,
the guys wouldnt stop beating their kepang -__-
as if beating it the whole day wasnt enough.
*snorts*

pfft.

but,
everything changed when my aunt suddenly started to kecoh2



at first i thought what.
then i looked for myself and i noticed THAT nyonyah
(she was OBVIOUSLY not a guest siaaa)
kept circling the desserts area

and the next thing we knew, she took a rambutan and began to peel the fruit

O_O

stupid tak tau malu nyonyah!
tsk tsk.

then after that,
she came back to the desserts area,
took a plate,
and began mounting her plate with loads of kuih2
kuih marble,
the kuih lapis etc etc.

i swear it was
ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTT.

my makcik couldnt take it anymore
she went to the nyonyah

blah blah blah.
i didnt know what happened after that.

but when my makcik came back
she said her Cold Storage plastic bag (you can see from the pic)
was full of fruits and cakes she got from the desserts area!

AHAHAHAHAHHA.
omgggggg.

it was ridiculously funny, man.
so thick skinned.
anyhow only take2 people food.

tsk tsk.








okay lah.
thats all.
im effing tired
lucky i got a ride back from my makcik.
if i were to wait for my parents i think i would faint there.


oookay.

im begging you to be my escape.










and.
i want a new diary.

I, Nurul Binte Md Ishak, would like to apologize
to Lim Wen Hao, for just now ):

i cant stop thinking about it man.
and i am really sorry.
i didnt mean what i said!
not even one bit.

omg i just feel so guilty.

):

im sorry.


***






today was fun.
kept laughing non-stop.
during school, and after school.

during school, was because of Ridduan's attempt to draw
Victoria Beckhams.



AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

okay, im sorry.
ahahahaahahahahahahah

okay im sorry again.
-__-

see those "boots"?
i think they look more like socks.
and it wasnt even meant to be "boots"
it was supposed to be those ribbon sandals.

but Ridduan, being the LAZY BUM,
didnt want to spend time to color his ribbon

he even asked Wen Hao to color for him
-___- freaking pemalas right, this guy.
tsk.

so, instead of coloring it, he just colored the whole leg black -__-

then before that, he attempted to color the skin
HAHAHA
i think this one funny shit
because he colored so funnily
it looked like she had some massive freckles disease!
AHAHAHHA

okay im so bad seh.

im sorry ^^V

everyone's design in the team today
had something funny about it.
even the chosen design, wan's
his model's LEG DAMN SKINNY
(terase sikit. hehe)

but besides that, the design was awesome.

rock on, iswandi \m/

***

well, i finally got something i can eat at night ^^V
thank you, you!

sinful.
but AWESOME.

but its a bit penyek because i accidentally
pressed on it when i was in the bus.
hehehehe.
but still good.
still good to eat.




just now,


MY HEART ALMOST STOPPED BEATING
WHEN I HEARD A LOUD THUD! THUD!
AND MY HEART STOPPED BEATING WHEN I SAW
WHAT FELL .....
WAS ACTUALLY LUCAS!
(my freaking laptop!)

why you &$^#$*!?!!!!




):
depressed. hahaha.
jk.

today's cognitive was FULL OF CR*P!

pfft.

it was soooooo hard trying to crack our heads to think of even just our content for our presentation
JUST the content and we were already stuck.

vivien decided to ditch halfway.
GRRR
come to school so early, leave also early.

kalis didnt come school.
:(
i miss that little hairless freak.

heheheh OKAY IM KIDDING, KALIS!
i know what you must be thinking now
"FCUK YOU, BITCH"
hahaha.

okay hmm,

oh ya.

there was something weird that happened in the bus just now
and i didnt know what exactly.

but this bus 3 stopped at this stop
where of course a few people boarded.
there was this boy who sat at the seat behind the bus driver
you know, the one for a mother and child

he sat FIRST
then this makcik,
(who boarded after this boy)
mcm paham-ly ask this boy to sit somewhere else!
like so called, HALAU-ed the boy to move and sit somewhere else -__-

(naturally i thought the makcik was the boy's mom or something. because she was so so so fierce with the boy!)

then the boy didnt know how to react, he just got out of the seat
and went to the back of the bus.

wtf sia that makcik.

anyhow ask people to move away.

-__-

sheesh.

**

oh and just now, that bus driver thinks he is a Nascar racer seh.
i almost died sitting in the bus!
he drove the bus sooooooo fast
and turns so sharply i swear i thought
the bus was going to topple or something.






**

i am starving.

today's UT was the easiest shit ever.
everything was more or less common sense -.-

okay berbual byk eh.
skali the results like shit eh. hehehe

anyway
i skipped school today and stayed at home.
mom woke me up at exactly 8.50am and asked me why i didnt want to go to school
i told her i had a headache.

the truth is,
i didnt have any mood to go to school.

yes, you may see the posts below are happy and that im laughing
i do enjoy those moments.

but when im all alone
and there is nothing to make me laugh anymore.
i start to realize the problems that im having
the seriousness of those problems.
and that i have no one to give the problems away to. (haha busted)

:(

im a troubled kid, i know.
and im sorry to those two people who have to be in the same school
as the troubled kid.
im sorry you have to be put through this.
i dont know what else to say but that.

anyway,
so i stayed at home,
played ICY TOWER all the way
until it was 1.43pm and i decided to finally take my "morning" shower.

and then i got ready to go to school
because today got UT -______-

went home with Helmi and JY
where JY was extremely quiet today.
dont know what to say since Shamela left him.
HAHA.

helmi and i got secret jokes
"Flip flip flip..." HAHAHAHAHA.
omgggg
helmi helmi.

oh yea,
right now,
i am very distracted with ICY TOWER.

IT ROCKSXZXZXZXZ \m/







okay good night.

Rabbit teeth.
heheh.


Thanks ah Wen Hao, cover my whole head sia -__-


Fauzi and his "eye" trademark -_-


so today, was New Media and something thing Web Design.

two words.
IT SUCKS LIKEE FCUKKK.

i was thinking of whether to cabut,
but then i think of my good friend Helmi,
later got no one to go home with.
HAHAHA.

okay kidding.

Kalis "Can I color? I love to color."
me "*continue coloring* NO. I dont want an Indian to touch my drawing book."
Kalis "Please please."
me "Cannot."
Kalis "*looks at my coloring* You color also not nice!"

SHEEESHHH.

wait, before i continue to my next part of my blog entry -_-

lemme get this one fact of me straight.

I
HATE
UNNECESSARY
PHYSICAL
TOUCHES.

especially from strangers.
so even if its in the bus, and the person beside me too fat or something
her arm touches my arm,
i will find ways to move about so that it wont touch.

get it?
i find it very..
erm.

uneasy, you know.

so thats why that time wen hao touched me,
i reacted the way i did ^^V

hahah
so this time,
it was Kalis' turn to bang into my arm.

and as usual
my reaction was "Stop touching me lah!"

Kalis "Whats wrong with you ah? Cannot touch cannot touch."
me "I dont like lah (explains to Kalis what i just explained to you)
Kalis "WTH? Then your mother father touch?"
me "Nope, i dont like."
Kalis "Then your friends? Brother?"
me "No. No."
Kalis "Then boyfriend?"

*pause*

me "Ahhhh, that one different story."

:P


hahaha.
okay then
imma off my laptop now
and work on my new fruit "fashion" design
<3

will take photo of the drawings once they are done

i ate a lot today.

and i laughed alot today too,
thanks to my classmates

"VERY USE!"
"ALLOW-DED"
"*yawwwwwnn*"

HhAHAHA.
those are all inside jokes ^^V
im now waiting for Wen Hao to make one mistake
so i can laugh at him... and..
well, pretty much the guys of E35D
because they kept laughing and attacking me about
me pronouncing SCRIBE as SCRIPT =.=

IM USED TO IT OKAY.
tsk

oh ya, continuing my speech about me eating alot today

i didnt eat for my first break
because i had sososo many stuff to do.
but i wanna wish JING SEN
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

im sorry i couldnt make it :S

anyway,
i went down for my second break with the dudes and sya
to eat Western

so full.

then after school,
me and helmi headed off to KFC
when i got a msg from buncit sayang, HAHA
asking whether can meet up, and die nak blanje i makan Fish n Co youuuuu!
<3

loved.
hahaha.

so i didnt know whether to eat with helmi
or not.
so at last, i got myself a Shrooms Burger meal with Cheese fries

yumyum.

the next thing i know,
buncit sayang reached already!
so i had to force myself to make space for the Fish N Co dinner.

where the fish was so huge
i couldnt even finish it :(
im sorry.

blanje wasted.

then went walk walk.
talk talk.
walk talk
talk walk
walkie talkie.
HAHA -___-

then went home.

and right now, im fcuking full, you know that?


and sya, IM STILL CRAVING FOR THAT ICE CREAM.











yes, i guess food is my only refuge for all thats happening.

GUYS! i finally managed to convert the video
you know, the animation i did last week?

the one i got my first A for? :P

yea, i hope the video makes you smile at least a little bit :D

i am sick and tired of everything on this planet.

i told someone half of what was going on in my life.
and she told me to "change" and that she loved my old self.

see, i hafta keep changing myself to please other people.
sometimes, that could be a good thing.
because you know, changing for the better?

and sometimes, that could be a little bit..
succumbing?

sigh.
i know what you guys are probably thinking.
its not the first time im doing this either.
you guys probably have gotten used to it, havent you?

give up on me.
its easier.









and yes, im running away.
running away again

im sorry

MCFLY WON THE
"BEST INTERNATIONAL ARTIST"
FROM THE MEUS PREMIOS NICKELODIAN BRAZIL 2009!

AND ALSO THE
"BEST LIVE MUSIC COVERAGE"
FROM THE UK MUSIC VIDEO AWARDS!



i love them <3


**

btw, i dont know if this is a big deal.
but its confirmed fo' sho.
we'll be moving house to tampines :(
march 2010.

im not happy with this fact.

1) I love my house
2) I know Haikel (the singapore sports school sprinter) lives near me
3) I know Jai lives near me
4) I have alot of memories in this house
5) Moving to tampines means i wont be able to take bus 3 anymore.
i love bus 3 :(






hais.

check outttttt the aweeesomeeeee device i loaned today
its called a Wacom, AKA drawing pad. ^^V

its DAAAAMMNNNN cool.
today, we had to design a book cover.

so cool.
you know,
the cover seems like its meant for children
but the content itself is actually for adults.

so its like, deception, ya knowwww.

so, meet Adalia, the HIV POSITIVE teenager


(all my characters more or less look alike, i know. tsk)

okay, maybe she doesnt really look like a teenager.
hahaha.

and her uniform looks like TABLECLOTH!
thanks to Yihan who decided to take that pattern of all patterns God created.
hahaha.

there were alot of struggles in the team today.

I was so afraid the end product might look a little bit cramped
and over crowding.

while jayme was struggling to draw shoes
using Wacom.
hahaha.
laugh at people sommore ah!

wen hao's drawing of a shoe
looks like a sock -_-

my drawing of a shoe
looked like christmas presents -_-

sheesh.

seriously, the Wacom was one cool shit man.

and guess what?
someone asked the faci to choose (based on the book covers designed by each group)
which book she would buy.

it was a tieeee
between my team and kalis' team.

*winkwink*
and here i thought our book cover design was fugly and messy.
:S

but still,
i enjoyed myself today.
stressed yea, but still fun ^^V

wen hao *arm hits my arm*
me "ehhh! Dont touch me ah, chinese bastard!"
wen hao "O_O (his face literally like that!) I hate you. *turns to laptop* No one call me chinese bastard before...... *pause* Malay bitch!"

hahaha.
okay lah. so i started the racist part HERE.

but i swear it was ridduan who started the whole racist trend in our class okay!

speaking of which,
i went to break with my classmates today.
i saw how guys eat.
-_-

haha
big deal eh.

We have the Mr Eat-every-grain-of-rice guy, Fauzi
the face-in-the-food guy, Shawal
the take-all-the-time-in-the-world-to-chew guy, David

and i dont know what to say about Wen hao and Jayme :S

hahaha.

oh, and they all agreed i wasted time to withdraw money -_-

microphone HAHAHAH.
inside joke.

**

today was cognitive.
hmm, it was fun
i got to put my drawing skills to good use again
yay me!

i think right...
i think secretly wen hao dont like me :(

you know why?
cos he die die didnt want me to become leader.
hahaha!
BASKET.




met camelia after school.

im so sorry i forgot :(
monday it is then. :(

OMG
guess what.
i watched this at school today.

this awesome (yet a bit slow and crappy) movie came out in 1995 man!
hahaha
i was only freaking 3 years old! MUAHAHA!

so young.

the most coolest thing about the movie is the stunts ah.
and and.
the parts when they transformed.
and also the part when they fight.

wahhhh damn cool.

but fashion wise, hafta update man.
the fashion in that movie SUCKS.
cis.

and now,
im watching Paranormal Activity
thanks for Nad who sent me the whole movie
DAMNNNNN SCARY.

omgggg.

idk if i can sleep tonight!
:S

but oh well.

i hated today.
HATED HATED today.

my faci's saliva spitted out on my hand while talking
it was so COLD.

-___-

***

oh and today on the bus ride home
i had a very interesting encounter with a little red ant.

be warned,
its nonsense.

i call it.
the story of the Little Red Ant
zzzzz

okay, so,
i was sitting in the bus 3
almost closing my eyes already
when i saw something small and creepy-crawly moving
on the head rest of the seat in front of me.

Yes, IT WAS A RED ANT.

and so, i kept my eyes on the red ant.
i think it must be lost or something
kept moving to the left, disappear from my sight
and then appear in front of me again

then, this girl and her mom sat at that seat

so i think most of the journey back
i was observing this little red ant.

until..
the red ant finally got off the head rest
and ONTO THE GIRL'S HAIR!

*bites nails*

HAHAHA.
omg.
i swear i didnt know what to do!

i was thinking "Should i tell the girl that a red ant is crawling on her hair?"

and then i thought "alah, later she think i kepo."

so i was debating with myself.
when i cannot take it anymore
i turned to the makcik sitting beside me and said

"Makcik, tengok! *points* ade semut kat rambut die!"

nasib the makcik got the nerve to kutti the red ant out of her hair.

HAHAH.

okay.

THE END.

pasal semut pun nak kecoh dalam bus.

-___-

http://get-funkytoday.blogspot.com/

im supposed to advertise this online website my classmate has

SERIOUSLY GO CHECK IT OUT.
the stuff there are so cute!

:D

me "Eh, my charizard no use sia. Keep dying."
rid "No no! Charizard very use!"

-_____-

HAHAHAHAHAH.
I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING.

oh,
and its just a few minutes before my UT and im blogging =.=

but i have nothing else to do.

BTW.
i swear i was fcuking pissed today
at many parts of the day.

mostly its because of Dick
he was PISSING me off the whole day
commenting about my hair

-___-

but omg.
he was so irritating, i was this close to shouting at him, you know!

THIS CLOSE.

< >

you see that space between the arrows?
yes, THAT close.

-.-

i just felt like shouting to him
"CAN YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP PLEASE!"

but no, im too nice.
but i know i was already starting to raise my voice.
and be sarcastic..
and dropping oh-so obvious hints that he is being fcuking irritating

sheesh.

**



and you.
you suck.

i take back all my words i said about you.

HAHA.
okay.

now i believe in karma.



(:


to "me",
thanks for tagging yea.

but i know myself.
no need to tell

I know the call yesterday was random.
but thank you for listening (:



**



anyway,
woke up this morning with a fcuking red left eye.
still red until now -_-

as if thats not enough.
i didnt know what to wear
and wore something im not proud of
urghh

i feel so compressed now
because my belt is tight
-_-

oh, and just now, i missed the bus to school
and i had to go all the way to Yishun and take the mrt
i hate taking the mrt because somehow i feel so exposed

and when i get down to woodlands,
it would mean i hafta to walk to school
and i hate walking to school.

i can take the bus to school
but im too lazy to head down to the interchange underground
and besides, it would mean i hafta to find the bus line
with my "reban" eyes

and i dont want to run after the wrong bus or something.

-___-

so many issues.

and i swear i feel for my brother.
a lot.
and not knowing what to say to him
sucks big time, you know?

i feel so useless.
and although i experience such pains before
i know its not as bad as what he is experiencing right now

tell me what am i supposed to say right now?
to him?

i can tell him not to think about it
but i know better.
i know its harder to say than to do.

so?
what the fuck am i supposed to say to him!?








sigh.
please dont be sad, brother.

**





the only thing im happy about right now is my group.
they are making me laugh.

zzz.

well, im telling the "jokes"

but no one laughs at my jokes
they laugh at me

and i laugh at myself -_-

okay.




oh, and i think this guy right here, is FCUKING hot.
especially in Jennifer's Body.

adam brody \m/

I swear im addicted to Pokemon right now.
thanks eh ridduan

-_-

oh oh,
my pokemon now all level 60++ ahhh!
muahahaha.

cheats rock!

\m/

okay im off to eat my nasi lemak.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERMA, SAYANGKUUUU!



you know i know you love me.
hehehe.
always look on the bright side of life
and live it to the fullest <3

happy birthdayyyyy!