I know the call yesterday was random.
but thank you for listening (:



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anyway,
woke up this morning with a fcuking red left eye.
still red until now -_-

as if thats not enough.
i didnt know what to wear
and wore something im not proud of
urghh

i feel so compressed now
because my belt is tight
-_-

oh, and just now, i missed the bus to school
and i had to go all the way to Yishun and take the mrt
i hate taking the mrt because somehow i feel so exposed

and when i get down to woodlands,
it would mean i hafta to walk to school
and i hate walking to school.

i can take the bus to school
but im too lazy to head down to the interchange underground
and besides, it would mean i hafta to find the bus line
with my "reban" eyes

and i dont want to run after the wrong bus or something.

-___-

so many issues.

and i swear i feel for my brother.
a lot.
and not knowing what to say to him
sucks big time, you know?

i feel so useless.
and although i experience such pains before
i know its not as bad as what he is experiencing right now

tell me what am i supposed to say right now?
to him?

i can tell him not to think about it
but i know better.
i know its harder to say than to do.

so?
what the fuck am i supposed to say to him!?








sigh.
please dont be sad, brother.

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the only thing im happy about right now is my group.
they are making me laugh.

zzz.

well, im telling the "jokes"

but no one laughs at my jokes
they laugh at me

and i laugh at myself -_-

okay.




oh, and i think this guy right here, is FCUKING hot.
especially in Jennifer's Body.

adam brody \m/